Friday, March 25, 2005

blablabla... headache, dunno what is right and what is wrong now... the problem is existent but looks non-existent... does it lie with me or others? Can I open my heart and see the light? does the problem just lie within me? Can i by myself change everything without their help? Have i done my best, so the problem lies with them? do they even understand? is it really them who really should learn to be more sensitive? DOES THE PROBLEM LIE WITH ME OR THEM? wat a big headache... dilemma... i see green easily... maybe coz i didn't expect thgs to turn out this way right from the beginning of day 1... haiz... god tell me wat to do now? answer my questions first... there's a super big knot in my heart... and guess wat? there's pus growing at that pimple... can't sit properly... and no wonder it was so painful...want to hurry get rid of it... glad i hv handed up all hols hw and files... yea!!! and hope my hw will not go back to square 1 and start piling up again... always like that one... haha... jiaxin, charlotte and melissa yeo gave me a 1.5 month belated b'day prez... pinko heart cushy with two flappy arms... so cute and shuang... veri nice to hug... heehee, thx... mon syf ppl get to leave early at 10 plus... so unfair... then my row later jayne dunno go where again, then joan and jiaxin go syf, four tables,3 blank then only i 1 person sit there... so lonely and sianz... wonder if hy and cl can move over for the last half of mon... hope so... veri happy today... coz got prezzie... oh, and i'm not dead though slaughtered at 10.30am today, i've been reincarnated from a cow's spirit to a girl's spirit and am 21 years old now... married to a 22 year old man who is jiaxin, my loveliest 老公... oficially and legally... hmm... is yan neng serious or kidding??? bla bla bla... dunno wat the hell is going on...

Meiyan fell in love on 10:15 AM.


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