Saturday, April 30, 2005

i'm going crazy becoz my life is so cramped with so many different people and things... i feel so stressed becoz of ss now... i only want to study e.lit... not any other subjects... but i'm slacking tis whole afternoon and evening coz i just can't force myself to study... i'll torture myself tmr instead... arrrggghhh!!!! i hate studying ss!!! i don't even noe anything abt deterrence, defence, UN and ASEAN!!!all also copy copy copy then hand in to sir then fail fail fail... diaoz... arrrggghhh!!! wat's ur prob? why are you doing this to me? i hate it, i just hate tis whole thing-- it's stuck at the wrong level... i'm still trapped up there, unable to get off safely... haiz... if only i knew wat is really happening... coz i dun noe where the prob lies... i'm stuck. i see an ominous sign somewhere... it's looking good now when in fact it isn't good... why is life always so ironic? i dun understand why ppl like us hv to be tortured like tt? it's like heaven's playing around with us, making such a fool of us... we were happy all tis while for nothing... for nothing. i feel so cheated, so worried someone will break down sooner or later. how could she take this for such a long time? i want to help, but i can't, coz i dunno how to go abt tis... and it's more than me, more than a someone, it's my many someones... haiz... dun make a sport of me. my life's havoc enough.

Meiyan fell in love on 2:23 PM.


Struck by Love

(( Meiyan =)
(( Feb 09 1990
(( RVGG Kfp/Souvenir
(( Jailbrk 17' 03~04
(( esprit de corp 21' 05~06

Gryffindor Board


Lumos!

(( Tag and Links