Saturday, April 16, 2005

kkx... came back late ev'day for tis whole wk... had so many tests... today had some e.lit test... well, bought cl's prezzie at jp after cca... yea! so nice lor... got such a big pile of h/w waiting for me over the weekend... just great, and exams are coming... ahh!!! now i really do understand every person has a dark side, some sad thing inside them, it's always like that. tt's life. feels kind of... i dunno how to put it into words. like i've just simply lost myself, lost the innocent and naive me. perhaps i was more ignorant last time, guess i still am? wateva, tis sadness... yet i tell myself to be strong. y shld i tink of the unhappy things. all the trouble, i dun want to turn into a crybaby. life's really like havoc. if i were to look on the dark side, i'd be crying ev'second ev'day, in sch, on the streets, at home. i'd need the psychiatrist, and i'd get my family and friends all worried. wateva problems, will not last forever. It can be solved. Even if it can't, you know it won't haunt u ur whole life, just live with it for 2 to 4 years. seem to see quite some bad thgs happening now, underneath all that happy faces... can't deceive myself, but y shld i? i'll take it as it is, keep it inside until it buries and disappears in me one day... *sob* but some ppl seem to remain innocent and normal as ever, they are so lucky, really... i want my childhood innocence back...

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